Huge decision

I met one of the largest challenge in my life so far. A challenge that involved a second party. There is no right or wrong but the decision that we think is the best. A challenge of time, distance and faith. Even though faith is always bull-shit to me but not apply to this case. It is another definition of faith. I was a failure at the provocation. I don't want that to happen anymore. I don't want to use my tears, time and effort to heal the second, third, fourth... wound that will leave scars on my heart forever.