Update post surgery ~ second day

This is the second day after the cosmetic surgery. The scars on my nose becoming more obvious but I think they look pretty cute on me. I'm like totally ignoring how ugly I look when I went out for collecting my moisturiser, shopping, every where like usual. Not even care how people look at me, think of me or throw me a discriminate eyesight. I'm glad with my appearance. "Physical appearance is no match for your intrinsic outlook" (Ooi, 2010). Thanks every one for caring me and thanks Jiaming for comforting me with so much lame jokes and the sentence i quote from her. I don't know when I've turned to be so optimistic anyway. Haha.. Weird.. So not me >.< But it's a good turning point.

I bought a casual dress, a shirt, a pair of dark blue legging and a pair of fish net stocking just for rm 75 (around aud 25) today. Woohoooo.. Might be going to that shop again tomorrow.

Here am I to update you my second day condition. I have more obvious scars and dryer skin. I already get my moisturiser today so hopefully it helps. Envy my long eye-lashes?? They are real!!

This is after apply night cream. Not so obvious in general looking.

My baby Little Mic who travel with me all the time.
She has been to Australia (Brisbane & Gold Coast), Japan (Hokkaido, Tokyo Disney Land, & Osaka), Korea (Jeju, Seoul), Singapore, Malaysia.

Little Mic with her suit case.

Baby GaGa!!
Cool aye?!!

Baby 香蕉 (pronounce in Canto - "hiong jiu") and me.

I think he looks like me more.

The very first Cosmetic Surgery in my life

tic tac tic tac tic tac
2:45pm
it's time to go into the operation room
lup-dup lup-dup lup-dup
can you hear my heart beat?
Every step I walk into the consultation room was heavier than carrying a ton of rocks!
Take a deep breathe..
Ra ra Ah ah ah
Roma Roma ma
Ga ga Oolala
The power of GaGa
Will be fine~

"This is not a plastic surgery, it won't have any side effects or the possibility turning into Michael Jackson.. I will become pretty again after the pain.. there will be no more white things on my nose after that", I told myself.

According to the doctor, the white things on my nose are oil. Because of my oily skin did not be treated properly, the pores of my skin are blocked and thus the oil solidified in my skin. As some of them could not be removed by simple process or too deep in the skin, I have to do this small cosmetic surgery to remove them. The whole process took about 40 minutes. Damn Damn Damn pain everytime the Doctor insert the needle into my skin. I don't know what is the thing that the doctor used to inject into my nose epidermal called. It looks like a wire perhaps. Laser maybe?? No idea. It can reach into deeper part of the skin like unblock the pathway and make the "oil" to be removed easily. Imagine being electric shocked more than 50 times on your nose. Some go very deep inside!!! My tears flow involuntarily just like the Kundasang water flow!!! Even already applied EMLA (a kind of anaesthesia cream) still pain!! Pain till I don't want imagine how pain is it.. The doctor said my pain tolerance very high!!! Geng!!! The doctor and the nurse keep on talking to me to distract me but sorry for not answering you guys sometimes. Pain till cannot speak!! Cannot open my mouth. Or I had swallowed the whole tube of EMLA??!!! No, I will die if I do that. Extremely painful for 40 minutes just for beauty sake.. It worth!!

After the surgery, my nose red like a reindeer with holes holes holes and blood clothed. Damn ugly still want to go 1B shopping!!

Show you how ugly am I now. I might be single forever after showing this pic. But guys, I will be even more prettier than before after 2 weeks recovery time. Please do show me your love and interest. HAHA!!

Pain Pain

I still can pose in a sexy cute way even with red ugly nose and no make up!!

See, very innocent to do that to my nose right??
To treat my nose, I have to take a medicine in quite a long term that will make my skin very dry.
I just took it for a week already look like sun burn here >.<
Imagine I will take it for months!! Will be prettier I can tell you. ^^

Random Excitation

A sudden rush of adrenaline causes a feeling of excitation. I suddenly feel excited that I might have a chance to try on anaesthesia!! HAHA!! don't boo me.. ^^

What's Wrong With Tiger Year??!!!!

What the hell wrong with this year??

Let me tell you what the holly hell luck come to me recently

For early January, just forget about it, can't really remember. On 21st Jan, I slept at 4am and woke up at 6:15am for the class allocation. We really nervous because everyone is super "kiasu" in order to pick the best time slot. The allocation will be open at 7am but we couldn't even login to the uni website at that time. What the hell wrong with it??!!! We can only keep an eye on the QUT virtual website and keep on refreshing for more than half an hour but ended up with system crushed and allocation rescheduled. That's fine, I can go back to the bed right after the announcement and slept till 4pm but I had gastric pain after eating the gluten rice while waiting for the opening of class allocation.

For the 2nd time, which class allocation open at 8am on 29th Jan, very unlucky me couldn't allocate myself into the class as i planned in my perfect timetable. Finger crossing someone would change their mind and let me get into the class that I want. Like Yin said, the class allocation just like hanging us above a tank full of sharks and might be falling in at anytime. It's torturing people's feeling. I still have another 2 class allocations on 8th Feb to deal with, good luck to myself^^
In the same day, I was planned to make over my hair but canceled due to diarrhoea.

Today (1st Feb) even worse!!! I woke up at 8am (usually 4pm) and went to keep up with my dermatological check up. The white things in my nose couldn't be removed so I need to undergo a small non-surgical method to remove them. The white weird thingy is inherited from my family history. I don't know what is that procedure called and I will be doing it on coming Monday. I have no idea which level of fear I had in my mind when the dermatologist explained the process to me. I definitely could feel the trembling of my limbs and body and my brain goes totally blank. She told me that I will be given a small dose of anaesthesia for every single small white thing being removed with a machine. The white thingy on my nose is UNCOUNTABLE!!! OMFG??!!! Probably I don't need any anaesthesia and then she could do the operation smoothly without any dreadful screaming just because I'm fainted right after appearing the needle in front of my eyes. That really freaks me out. Still fine. Just a small "surgery". Maybe I'm just exaggerating but I'll let you know once I've done.

The sad thing is my cute little dog was hit by some inhuman "animal" when she went out to have a walk around the neighbourhood. She couldn't stand up with her back legs, her head couldn't move around and she barks in pain with no voice when we found her!!! How poor little thing. I rather she was found dead than in half-dead suffering condition. My heart is so pain and I promise myself not to break a drop of tear now. I want to find out who the hell did that to my dog!! WE ACTUALLY HAVE SOME CLUES IN OUR MIND AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU OWE MY DOG, HER FAMILY, MY FAMILY, MY KAKAK AND ME FOREVER!!! I have to be strong now!!! Since there is no 24/7 vet here so what I can do is to send my poor little dog to hospital tomorrow morning if she survived tonight. I rather she die, not to suffer, but on the other hand I wish miracle would happen and safe her. I'm in a dilemma now. Please tell me what to do. PLEASE.... No... Don't tell me. Please don't ask me anything. I'm freaking sad and bad mood now. I don't want to talk about it now unless you know who the hell is the crime and hold some evidence in your hand. I even google the animal cruelty law in Malaysia and some information about the animal ordinance. I'm so upset with it. The max. fine for animal cruelty just costs RM 200!!!
Here is the link if you are interested with the animal ordinance and the link to report an animal cruelty case to SPCA Selangor (I don't know what is SPCA stand for, it's an animal care association anyway but I dare it is useless). Please DON'T report the case for me because I will do it IF I know who did it and I have evidence to sue the person and I don't want the case to ruin my CNY.
http://www.jpvpk.gov.my/html/animal_ordinance/nota.htm
http://www.spca.org.my/v51/reportacase.php

Huge decision

I met one of the largest challenge in my life so far. A challenge that involved a second party. There is no right or wrong but the decision that we think is the best. A challenge of time, distance and faith. Even though faith is always bull-shit to me but not apply to this case. It is another definition of faith. I was a failure at the provocation. I don't want that to happen anymore. I don't want to use my tears, time and effort to heal the second, third, fourth... wound that will leave scars on my heart forever.

New Home + Japanese Geisha

Okay.. I have promised Kim to update my blog after we have solved out the homeless problem and confirmed everything. Here am I to show you the outer part of our new home with Stella and another unknown person next year (start from 9th Dec 2009 actually). It is a brand new townhouse in Kelvin Grove so it is still under construction and we will not be able to enter the house so far. We took about 15 - 20 minutes to WALK from CLV to our new home!! quite impressive!! It helps us to increase our physical activity level to keep ourselves fit!!

Ah Sok, come to visit us before or after cello lesson. Just 5 minutes walk from the music school to our new home!!

around the neighbourhood

the level 2 and level 3 of our new home!!
in level 3, the left window is kim's room while the right window is stella's room
my room is on the other side which could not be taken from this view
we have 2 balconies!! 1 is facing the road and another one is facing the backyard (little mic's new home)
the privacy screen made the house looks like a jail but feel safe!!

this is level 1, one of the garage will be transformed into the 4th room.

you can see the footprints there. It is still under construction..

obviously we went shopping in the city again before visiting our new home ^^
guilty pleasure

see Kim's happy face with our new home!! YAY!!

we went to the playground nearby the place we are staying now on the way back home~
I miss my childhood!!

kawaiineh!!

can't believe that I can fit in!!

Kim: "I'm trying to get into it!! still trying hard!!"

Kim:"Yay!! Finally.. but my butt stuck!!" HAHA

Hhmmm.. Flower is better than bee..
don't blame the wings of the bee..
You can't deny that our butts are bigger than kids'

Since we have nothing to do after going home, I was playing in Kim's room and we played on her new bought super RED lip gloss!! It was FUN man!!! I can't stop laughing when i Look at those pic!!

18++

warning: please do not scroll down if you have any chronic heart diseases or Geisha phobia!!

do i look like a Japanese geisha with super white face and ultra red lip gloss and crayon sin chan's eye brow??


who looks sexier?


we look like SUPER BIG MOUTH WOMEN

we tried to smile less but yet still BMW

we tried to smile lesser again but still....

OKAY!!! The following part is HIGHLY RECOMMENDED TO BE VIEW WITH PARENTAL/GUARDIAN SUPERVISION FOR CHILDREN AND TEENAGERS UNDER 18

ALL 18 AND ABOVE ADULTS NEED TO CONSIDER THE CONSEQUENCES OF TERRIBLE SHOCK AFTER VIEWING

WE WILL NOT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY CONSEQUENCES AFTER VIEWING!!!
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Have you made your own choice?



we look like the stink sexy-lips fishes we saw in the sponge bob theme aquarium in Sydney!!
can't remember which one?? Look back the photo in my facebook albums!

Kim thinks that i'm really potential to be a superstar actress!! what a waste that i'm not enrolled in a creativity industry with drama as major or just go to Hollywood or Hong Kong or Taiwan to open up my way of growth in movie industry!! here is my latest short film, which is taken in one shot without pre-preparation or given script!!!

something wrong with the video uploading.. upload it again momolo larrr...

Confusing~

My result for 2nd semester 2009 finally came out early morning today!!!
I have an absurdly confusing feeling when I saw my result. Chemistry 2 and Food and Nutrition both are under prediction, which I'm happy with that. For Medical Physiology 2 and Health Culture and Society, they made my feeling in a dilemma. I'm quite confused now whether I should be happy or disappointed??!!! One is much better than what I'm expected but another is worse (the worst result I ever get so far, it is just a PASS). Not a crying face but yet not a Joker's smile. I rolling on the floor laughing when I'm looking at the good one but the clouds cover all over my sky when I look at the bad one. I laugh again when I look at the good one. My face just changed with blinking my eyes, focusing on either side. Isn't I get insane?? Whatever...

Something embarrassed me happened in the city today. I was texting Kim when I was walking around Myer. As they are closing soon, they have put up the glass screen blocking part of the entrance. I did not notice that when I walked out from the store and bang my head to the screen!!! So many people walking around ok!!! OMG!!! I don't dare to look around and continue texting Kim.

That's all for me today. Now laying eggs in uni computer lab again with Kim's cute japanese guy sitting in front of me. ^^

Jasmine Fantasic Holiday

The magnificent Jasmine Cullen is back!!!!
Back to absolutely wonderful lifestyle!!

No uni, No assignment, No assessment, No exams and NO BRAIN lifestyle
isn't that great??

Since my holiday starts, I have been busy moving apartment (we don't have the necessary to move from 703 to 705 but Belinda the witch made us to do this stupid favour, she's the assistance manager so we can't say no), hunting new houses and of course HAVE FUN & EAT!!!

I will post the Birthday Party next time. That gonna be long I think. Too much stories in this post already.


I dyed my hair again~

BEFORE

AFTER

dark brown or brown looks better??

~we had Healthy Burger before 3D A Christmas Carol show~

The 2 hungry burger eater

*Ready for the 3D show*

I bought Britney Spears Circus Fantasy parfum as a post-exam gift for myself. It smells really nice but only if you like sweet smells. Love it so much. I actually wanted to buy Avril Lavigne's Black Star parfum at first but it does not smell as nice as the first time i smell it. So here i bring home Britney Spears Circus Fantasy *(^^)* cheers~ happy~




Samantha, Kim & I went to new place!! Robina Town Centre, the awesome shopping palace!! It took about 2 hours to arrive this heaven place from Kelvin Grove by train and bus. It would be great for tourists but really for the city girls. Most of the shops are the same as city BUT they have the amazing legendary chocolate shop, MAX BRENNER!!! Thanks Sam for bringing us to here. It's awesome. You definitely will regret for not going with us for this extraordinary, breathtaking chocolates!!! I swear this is so much better than the chocolate buffet that we went last time.

Row row row your boat, drowning in chocolates

The 3 gorgeous ladies

Kim's Chocolate Dripping

Sam's Chocolate Souffle

My Dear Ah Sok & Bonnie, the chocoholics, regret for not coming with us right??!! HAHAHAHAHAH

Have a look when you get bored!!

I already watched 4 movies in this holiday.

Time Traveler's Wife
A Christmas Carol 3D
New Moon
Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus

Firstly, I'm going to talk about the Time Traveler's Wife. The very first movie we watched on the day Kim and Yin finished their exams. Ah Sok's pearly tears started to drop at about a quarter of the movie and finished the whole pack of tissues by the time the movie ended. I did cry but not as much as Ah Sok tho, we are like the hot-blooded werewolves pack. Junko and Kim are the toughest two, in other word, Cold-blooded vampires.

I definitely would rate New Moon for the unforgettable scene in Jasmine's Oscar Prize Ceremony. When Jacob take-off his shirt, showing his 6 packs and his super damn hot sexy body, the people in the movie theater are like giggling and gone crazy!! OMG???!!!!!!! i'm melted... He is like super hot man!!! No one could resist no matter you are gay or lesbian. Freaking SEXY!! I'm actually a bit disappointed with the story line tho. They cut the scenes where Bella looking for the Cullen's house and found that it is empty inside, Alice stays at Bella's home and Bella's dad welcome her and the stories around, Alice steals the Porsche, Edward promises to gift Alice a Porsche.... bla bla bla.. forget already.

Kim and I went for a date on this lovely friday night. We went Little Singapore for dinner as a celebration for succeed in house hunting. Woohoooo.. We are no longer homeless next year. We had movie again after the dinner. Imaginarium of Dr Parnassus. I love all the sound tracts in the movie. It's a great movie tho.

As christmas is around the corner, just 4 weeks away from now on~
every where starting to set up christmas decorations and pretty Christmas TREE!!
there is one just lighten up next to King George Square



Christmas TRee Ooo Christmas Tree
Here come an Italian weirdo flirted with us~
We ran away with rushing for bus as an excuse.. haha..

Another Crazy men asking for phone number or hinting us to lend him a phone when we walked in King George Square. I can't really hear what he's talking about. We ran away again~

Another Saudi Arabia man talked to us when we walked out from the lift in QUT. He guess we were 22 years old!!! 22!!!! Do we look that old anyway?? WTH!! I'm 120 years old, i replied him and then walked into the computer lab to avoid him.

These crazy people I met on the way back home drive my hypothalamus to stimulate the secretion of adrenaline in my body to write this post anyway.

And here are some pics that I took in the fitting room. I did not buy all of them. Just take pics for
fun.

The following 2 are taken in Jay Jays ^^

The dress that Kim described as funeral dress >.<>

This one from Ally

Taken in Bardot
I like the top part but the pant looks ugly!! like a hermaphrodite..

Random stuff:

my pretty cupcake

you know what?? There is a guy sleeping next to me tonight. Next to my room i mean with a wall in between. My legendary housemate, who I finally met today since I've moved into this apartment for 2 weeks.