Seasons Greeting

14th February 2010 - This is a very special day for all the couples in the world and for Chinese. It is the Valentines' Day and the first day of Chinese New Year. As usual, Valentines' day never been highlighted in my diary or calender. To be honest, I never celebrate Valentines' Day in my life or receive flowers and love letters from the opposite sex. Like every single lady dream, I wish I could celebrate this day annually with my love one, holding a bouquet of roses, surprises, excitation... It's just a dream that never come to me for 21 years. Well, not really. At least this year get better, partially. Better than what I expected. So I'm going to show off what I get for Valentines' Day this year.

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A card from my Buddy.. Taa daaa..

I received this card on 13th Feb!! A day before the Valentines' Day!! Surprise!!!! 14th Feb is Sunday, no one is working..

The following pics show the inside of the card.

very pretty right?? Thanks my buddy for giving me this wonderful surprise!! I love the card till the max!! I would say yes if you would like to date me^^


I love cards, cards, cards.. with lots of little secrets and something very touching written inside..
This is a Christmas card from my buddy.
Very Bling one.. Love it Love it Love it!!
Big Thank you to you!!


Banana & the bling bling Christmas Card

Update post surgery ~ second day

This is the second day after the cosmetic surgery. The scars on my nose becoming more obvious but I think they look pretty cute on me. I'm like totally ignoring how ugly I look when I went out for collecting my moisturiser, shopping, every where like usual. Not even care how people look at me, think of me or throw me a discriminate eyesight. I'm glad with my appearance. "Physical appearance is no match for your intrinsic outlook" (Ooi, 2010). Thanks every one for caring me and thanks Jiaming for comforting me with so much lame jokes and the sentence i quote from her. I don't know when I've turned to be so optimistic anyway. Haha.. Weird.. So not me >.< But it's a good turning point.

I bought a casual dress, a shirt, a pair of dark blue legging and a pair of fish net stocking just for rm 75 (around aud 25) today. Woohoooo.. Might be going to that shop again tomorrow.

Here am I to update you my second day condition. I have more obvious scars and dryer skin. I already get my moisturiser today so hopefully it helps. Envy my long eye-lashes?? They are real!!

This is after apply night cream. Not so obvious in general looking.

My baby Little Mic who travel with me all the time.
She has been to Australia (Brisbane & Gold Coast), Japan (Hokkaido, Tokyo Disney Land, & Osaka), Korea (Jeju, Seoul), Singapore, Malaysia.

Little Mic with her suit case.

Baby GaGa!!
Cool aye?!!

Baby 香蕉 (pronounce in Canto - "hiong jiu") and me.

I think he looks like me more.

The very first Cosmetic Surgery in my life

tic tac tic tac tic tac
2:45pm
it's time to go into the operation room
lup-dup lup-dup lup-dup
can you hear my heart beat?
Every step I walk into the consultation room was heavier than carrying a ton of rocks!
Take a deep breathe..
Ra ra Ah ah ah
Roma Roma ma
Ga ga Oolala
The power of GaGa
Will be fine~

"This is not a plastic surgery, it won't have any side effects or the possibility turning into Michael Jackson.. I will become pretty again after the pain.. there will be no more white things on my nose after that", I told myself.

According to the doctor, the white things on my nose are oil. Because of my oily skin did not be treated properly, the pores of my skin are blocked and thus the oil solidified in my skin. As some of them could not be removed by simple process or too deep in the skin, I have to do this small cosmetic surgery to remove them. The whole process took about 40 minutes. Damn Damn Damn pain everytime the Doctor insert the needle into my skin. I don't know what is the thing that the doctor used to inject into my nose epidermal called. It looks like a wire perhaps. Laser maybe?? No idea. It can reach into deeper part of the skin like unblock the pathway and make the "oil" to be removed easily. Imagine being electric shocked more than 50 times on your nose. Some go very deep inside!!! My tears flow involuntarily just like the Kundasang water flow!!! Even already applied EMLA (a kind of anaesthesia cream) still pain!! Pain till I don't want imagine how pain is it.. The doctor said my pain tolerance very high!!! Geng!!! The doctor and the nurse keep on talking to me to distract me but sorry for not answering you guys sometimes. Pain till cannot speak!! Cannot open my mouth. Or I had swallowed the whole tube of EMLA??!!! No, I will die if I do that. Extremely painful for 40 minutes just for beauty sake.. It worth!!

After the surgery, my nose red like a reindeer with holes holes holes and blood clothed. Damn ugly still want to go 1B shopping!!

Show you how ugly am I now. I might be single forever after showing this pic. But guys, I will be even more prettier than before after 2 weeks recovery time. Please do show me your love and interest. HAHA!!

Pain Pain

I still can pose in a sexy cute way even with red ugly nose and no make up!!

See, very innocent to do that to my nose right??
To treat my nose, I have to take a medicine in quite a long term that will make my skin very dry.
I just took it for a week already look like sun burn here >.<
Imagine I will take it for months!! Will be prettier I can tell you. ^^

Random Excitation

A sudden rush of adrenaline causes a feeling of excitation. I suddenly feel excited that I might have a chance to try on anaesthesia!! HAHA!! don't boo me.. ^^

What's Wrong With Tiger Year??!!!!

What the hell wrong with this year??

Let me tell you what the holly hell luck come to me recently

For early January, just forget about it, can't really remember. On 21st Jan, I slept at 4am and woke up at 6:15am for the class allocation. We really nervous because everyone is super "kiasu" in order to pick the best time slot. The allocation will be open at 7am but we couldn't even login to the uni website at that time. What the hell wrong with it??!!! We can only keep an eye on the QUT virtual website and keep on refreshing for more than half an hour but ended up with system crushed and allocation rescheduled. That's fine, I can go back to the bed right after the announcement and slept till 4pm but I had gastric pain after eating the gluten rice while waiting for the opening of class allocation.

For the 2nd time, which class allocation open at 8am on 29th Jan, very unlucky me couldn't allocate myself into the class as i planned in my perfect timetable. Finger crossing someone would change their mind and let me get into the class that I want. Like Yin said, the class allocation just like hanging us above a tank full of sharks and might be falling in at anytime. It's torturing people's feeling. I still have another 2 class allocations on 8th Feb to deal with, good luck to myself^^
In the same day, I was planned to make over my hair but canceled due to diarrhoea.

Today (1st Feb) even worse!!! I woke up at 8am (usually 4pm) and went to keep up with my dermatological check up. The white things in my nose couldn't be removed so I need to undergo a small non-surgical method to remove them. The white weird thingy is inherited from my family history. I don't know what is that procedure called and I will be doing it on coming Monday. I have no idea which level of fear I had in my mind when the dermatologist explained the process to me. I definitely could feel the trembling of my limbs and body and my brain goes totally blank. She told me that I will be given a small dose of anaesthesia for every single small white thing being removed with a machine. The white thingy on my nose is UNCOUNTABLE!!! OMFG??!!! Probably I don't need any anaesthesia and then she could do the operation smoothly without any dreadful screaming just because I'm fainted right after appearing the needle in front of my eyes. That really freaks me out. Still fine. Just a small "surgery". Maybe I'm just exaggerating but I'll let you know once I've done.

The sad thing is my cute little dog was hit by some inhuman "animal" when she went out to have a walk around the neighbourhood. She couldn't stand up with her back legs, her head couldn't move around and she barks in pain with no voice when we found her!!! How poor little thing. I rather she was found dead than in half-dead suffering condition. My heart is so pain and I promise myself not to break a drop of tear now. I want to find out who the hell did that to my dog!! WE ACTUALLY HAVE SOME CLUES IN OUR MIND AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU OWE MY DOG, HER FAMILY, MY FAMILY, MY KAKAK AND ME FOREVER!!! I have to be strong now!!! Since there is no 24/7 vet here so what I can do is to send my poor little dog to hospital tomorrow morning if she survived tonight. I rather she die, not to suffer, but on the other hand I wish miracle would happen and safe her. I'm in a dilemma now. Please tell me what to do. PLEASE.... No... Don't tell me. Please don't ask me anything. I'm freaking sad and bad mood now. I don't want to talk about it now unless you know who the hell is the crime and hold some evidence in your hand. I even google the animal cruelty law in Malaysia and some information about the animal ordinance. I'm so upset with it. The max. fine for animal cruelty just costs RM 200!!!
Here is the link if you are interested with the animal ordinance and the link to report an animal cruelty case to SPCA Selangor (I don't know what is SPCA stand for, it's an animal care association anyway but I dare it is useless). Please DON'T report the case for me because I will do it IF I know who did it and I have evidence to sue the person and I don't want the case to ruin my CNY.
http://www.jpvpk.gov.my/html/animal_ordinance/nota.htm
http://www.spca.org.my/v51/reportacase.php